Dying young or frozen in time?

I must be THAT sane to not have anything to say here. And the same goes to the rest of this WONDERFUL blog members. Don't know whether this blog will die at a very young age or time has stood still. Or it could be an indicator that life IS good for some of us. 

 

i wish..

as the blog approaches its final hour.. i pay my respect with an entry..

i wish i didnt have to hide it..
i wish i could talk about it..
i wish people were not so judgemental..
i wish people had more faith in other people..
i wish i was not affected by the negativity..
i wish people understood that ive moved on..
i wish people knew how happy i am..
i wish people were happy for me..

sometimes some things are just too much for someone to wish for..

The following is a list of things I could have been doing this weekend:
1. Lepak rumah member.
2. Watch movies/DVDs/downloaded stuff dengan member.
3. Day trip gi Melaka or mana-mana je lah.
4. Blogging from my favourite hang out joints.
5. Apa-apa je lah sesuka hati.

But why was I not able to do the above? Coz' some people just can't stick to the plans they make. The can come up with lines like "tak jadilah". Idiot! Kalau tak kerana kepentingan pihak-pihak tertentu, I would have just shown my gorgeous middle finger and say, "up yours!"

A cry for help

Have you ever felt too overwhelmed with your current workload, that you don’t even know where to start? With the New Year and everything, I plan to be more organized, but hey it’s really a daunting task for someone whose been living with their own system, which is not a system at all.  I know the first step is to file away those those long completed documents that can be filed but the procrastinator inside of me rebel at the very sight of a file.  I should be prioritizing my work, but now at the moment, everything calls for an urgent attention.   People say, you should take one step a time, but in my case a marathon is more appropriate.  This is no longer a self-talk that you can do it if you really try, but instead this is a cry for help.  Will I ever see the light of out of this insanity, anyone willing to impart some wisdom to me??

Can this first entry be anymore interesting? Huh?

Testing 1, 2, 3. This is a test. If it's ever published, it was not meant to be. Just like me and Nina Dobrev, we were not meant to be...

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